I knew about the plan with Denji. Did what I could to make it happen. But I knew I'd never be able to keep it a secret with all of our thoughts spilling out everywhere, so I used a spell on myself to block it out until today.
...he lied about his item, because others were pushing him away from using it for Manwol's case, and we were trying to protect Luxanna and Dimitri. They never told us what they were doing.
He thought Denji being voted was his fault, and that he'd cost him his life.
I knew Dimitri was in on it, so it made perfect sense that Denji was set up to be a scapegoat. I'd wondered what that was like for the rest of his team.
We knew we're supposed to all be on one team. Now we can finally start acting like it.
... For what it's worth, you and Ichiro were at the top of the list of the next people we were gonna tell about our own activities. It's just... Nier ended up finding us first. [Thanks to you, in a way.]
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w6, sunday
the vibes are still not great, but she's just doing her best to chill right now, honestly.]
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[she just breathes a sigh of relief.]
...Just glad that we can finally be done with secrets.
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[It still feels a little late, she can't help thinking.]
I understand-- how things worked, here, there was a lot that I couldn't say, either.
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I knew about the plan with Denji. Did what I could to make it happen. But I knew I'd never be able to keep it a secret with all of our thoughts spilling out everywhere, so I used a spell on myself to block it out until today.
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... I didn't even realize it'd hurt Ichiro so much.
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He thought Denji being voted was his fault, and that he'd cost him his life.
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I knew Dimitri was in on it, so it made perfect sense that Denji was set up to be a scapegoat. I'd wondered what that was like for the rest of his team.
... Not great, I guess.
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[sometimes you come in on the tail end of things and it's immediately bad.]
...but it worked out the way it needed to.
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How long were you even with them? Since Monday, or...?
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[wow, being in the murder club sounds like it really sucks, actually!!]
... Sorry. Even if it was a short while, that's a lot to carry.
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It's over, now. It'll be all right.
[I hope he'll be all right.]
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We knew we're supposed to all be on one team. Now we can finally start acting like it.
... For what it's worth, you and Ichiro were at the top of the list of the next people we were gonna tell about our own activities. It's just... Nier ended up finding us first. [Thanks to you, in a way.]
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Well, the thought's appreciated. I think that he'd have appreciated it, too.